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Upload Date: 12/09/11
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku
Composer: 猫虫P - NekomushiP
Illustrator & Movie: ひなのすけ - Hinanosuke
Mastering: 友達募集P - TomodachiBoshūP
The Names I Cannot Call
Recognition that naturally flits about alone.
If I look, my surroundings are full of nicknames;
Unable to say them to anyone since I am no one,
They cease in my throat even when mixed with jokes.
I am not troubled with replacement words either;
What I call out is a "hey" or "wait up" or something.
Unable to call them out well even as my own self,
I hide my unrefined mouth so as that they will not leak out--
Even when I played with everyone,
Even when I was lost with everyone,
Even when I searched with everyone,
I was unable to call their names.
While I want to say them, I cannot say them,
I am only fighting alone.
While there is surely
No one else who minds it,
How come I am this embarrassed?
If I was asked who, how should I answer?
Even if I know the answer, I cannot answer.
I pretend not to understand who it is,
So as that someone else will answer for me.
It is fine not worrying if all the darn names are gone now.
When I considered that kind of a thing, I got a little sad.
Even when I chose with everyone,
Even when I advanced with everyone,
Even when I created with everyone,
I was unable to call their names.
I cannot come to be able to say them today either.
Repeating tomorrow again,
The degree of difficulty is rising
So much that time is passing.
Oh, it sure is even more embarrassing.
"I called you by your name. Call me by my name."
>> I cannot call your name. Even if I am told to--
(I called you by your name. I called your name.
――― Even if you have a feeling that you were called by your name.)
I cannot call your name. I cannot call you by your name.
'It tightens my chest even this much
To call your names.'
Even when I played with everyone,
Even when I was lost with everyone,
Even when I searched with everyone,
I could not call their names.
Turning behind it many times
And going past that spot until now,
I cannot grasp a chance,
And I am incapable of imagining also--
What should I do to begin calling them?
Even when I chose with everyone,
Even when I advanced with everyone,
Even when I created with everyone,
I could not call their names.
"You don't call them at all.
Try reading these letters a bit."
Smiling, I run a pen,
So as it would pressure me.
The thread in my throat came undone.
The sound of a name that rang for the first time.
