さよなら4月のドッペルさん - ねこぼーろ

Upload Date: 2014.04.06
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku append
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo
Illustrator & Movie: すち - Suchi

Author's Comments

Howdy.

Goodbye, April's Mx. Doppel

I do talk
with "me" every now and then,
though I can't see their figure.

When April's winds blow,
the distance between us gets small,
while that's how it always is.
You were there.

Were we to meet,
which of us would go away?
To have thought they wanted to meet--
Hey, how come? Hey, how come?
"If one of us is the real deal
and one of us is a COUNTERFEIT,
how's I disappear? As if, though."
See ya. Bye-bye.


"When April's winds stop",
my voice gets distant.
The existence of one of us
is a mistake--.

While we didn't have to
be on such good terms,
For it to be no good were we to just meet--
Hey, how come? Hey, how come?
"One of us is the real deal,
and it shouldn't be that one of us
is COUNTERFEIT. That's right.
See ya. Bye-bye."


So as to walk and avoid crowds,
the me who's been living like they were drifting.
If that's the reason for the only one
of that kind of me to live, they already--
"I don't need anything else."
"I can go on living if I have even that."
It isn't like that, that kind of glossing over it.
Don't you go disappearing with me.


Were we to meet,
which of us would go away?
To have thought they wanted to meet--
Hey, how come? Hey, how come?
If one of us is the real deal
and one of us is a COUNTERFEIT,
then I will vanish, so--

Were we to meet,
we'd become one and overlap.
Yesterday when I thought I wanted to vanish--
Hey, what happened? Hey, what happened?
If one of us is still me
and one of us is cherry blossoms,
I wonder if we could meet someday. As if, though.
See ya. Bye-bye.

エイプリループ - ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 04/05/13
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku append
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo
Illustrator & Movie: すち - suti

Apriloop

I was counting the number of words and meanings
That became their opposites.
I'm only kidding. Forgive me.

I was counting the number of words and meanings
That I came to regret.
I am not sad, since I've got the time.

Although I search for the now, tomorrow, the day after that,
Since there's no meaning, see--

It's fine to think of the mimicry of something and the like.
You are living as no more than that.

I'll go even further, to a place I can't see.
I don't need, I don't need my heart nor my smile.

I'll go even further. Goodbye, regret.
I'm just talking to myself so as to be able to leave behind
A thing that has meaning.

I was counting the number of behaviors and meanings
That became their opposites.
I'm only playing around. Forgive me.

I was counting the number of behaviors and meanings
That I came to regret.
I am not sad, since I'm an idiot.

Things that seem to be the same repeat,
Since there's no meaning, see.

It's fine to think of likes and dislikes and the like.
I bet you are living as no more than that.

I'll go even further, to a place I can't see.
I don't need, I don't need pain nor tears.

I'll go even further. Goodbye, regret.
So as to be able to leave behind a thing that has meaning--

The dream I designed, my dream yesterday,
My dream that won't come true, the past I want to erase,

The people I hate, that I yearn;

Living after saying all that and that I want to die, am I.

Don't forget me since it's fine to hate me too.
I'll swallow down that kind of selfishness, see.

I'll go even further, to a place I can't see.
I don't need, I don't need that day nor my thoughts.

I'll go even further. Goodbye, regret.
I wonder if it'll get through to your heart.

I'm just talking to myself.

自傷無色 - ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 01/19/13
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku
Composer & Movie: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo

Self-Harm Colorless

I want to be a person who's like you.
I want to be a "person who's like me".
Though, if I wish, it'd be nice if I was,
But then would that really be me?

One dream that's mere child's play.
While it'd be fine if it were this kind of me who died--

Just by this kind of me being alive
Would tens of thousands of people get sad;
No one wants me.
If only it were that kind of a world.

Just by this kind of me totally vanishing
Would hundreds of millions of people be delighted,
If no one would detest anything.
That kind of a glad thing doesn't exist.

Tomorrow too I'll be half awake and half asleep.
If only I would vanish this way.

The part when this kind of me had lived,
Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't know;
No one wants me.
Would it be nice if it were that kind of a world?

The part when this kind of me had vanished,
Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change;
Since no one would detest me,
There'd be no change in the things I'd lost.

In my final hour, everyone will be defeated the same way.
"My own self" MADE IN others will crumble.
In my final hour, while everyone'll be separated the same way--

Just by this kind of me being alive,
Why's it that you smile so?
With you smiling like that,
It'd be nice if there were no more
Reasons for me to say goodbye even if
I were sad or wanted to vanish.

The part when this kind of me had vanished,
Hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change;
With something that would stop me, though,
I wouldn't be able to laugh with that kind of a face.

クライスとリング - ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 12/14/12
Vocals: IA
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo
Illustrator: すち - suti

Author's Comments
"The things one must do in order to live, the things that must change."

Creis and Ring

Write out rash thoughts,
For a person's sake, or something.
Truly generic words.

Since I'll protect you before
The vivid light of the night
Turns transparent.

Now tens of thousands of times do I cry,
Do I cry, do I cry, and
My heart's within the rain.

Say, "I saw the sounds that bloomed,"
And you just vanish again--

Hey, bloom they do,
Bloom they do, bloom they do, and
My words're within the rain.

You went away again.
I was simply watching over you.


Before I turn transparent
On the night when I don't even exist,

Once more.

Now tends of thousands of times do I cry,
Do I cry, do I cry, and
My heart's within the rain.

Say, "The sounds I planted vanished,"
And I just run away again--

Hey, bloom they do,
Bloom they do, bloom they do, and
My words're within the rain.

You went away again.
I was simply watching over you.


Say, "The sounds I planted vanished,"
And you just vanish again--

Hey, cry I do,
Cry I do, cry I do, cry I do,
Cry I do, cry I do, cry I do, and

Hey, bloom they do,
Bloom they do, bloom they do, and
My words're within the rain.

You went away again.
I was simply watching over you.

悲恋悲歌-ヒレンヒカ- - ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 09/23/09
Vocals: 鏡音リン・レン - Kagamine Rin/Len
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo

Author's Comments
"Disconnected thoughts."

Sad Love Sad Song

Len
When they didn't get through, I gave up.
These thoughts are forever within my heart.

I can't enter within
Your heart.
I can't enter.

My heart that won't get through.
An ash-colored world.
I regret only dreaming.

Ah, let me sleep.
If I could jump out from this kind of a world...

Rin
You vanished off to somewhere,
Without me being able to convey these feelings.
I became alone.

Where are you?

Len
The seen
Rin
Red thread
Len
Was nowhere
Rin
Connected.
Len
My
Rin
My

Rin & Len
Feelings didn't get through.

Rin
Verses of thoughts that continue and vanish not even for a moment. Thoughts toward you...
Verses of thoughts that continue and vanish not even for a moment. Thoughts toward you...
Verses of thoughts that continue and vanish not even for a moment. Thoughts toward you...
Verses of thoughts that continue and vanish not even for a moment. Thoughts toward you...
Verses of thoughts that continue and vanish not even for a moment. Thoughts toward you...
Verses of thoughts that continue and vanish not even for a moment. Thoughts toward you...
Verses of thoughts that continue and vanish not even for a moment. Thoughts toward--

My heart that won't get through.
An ash-colored world.
I regret only dreaming.
Ah, let me sleep.
Since I now go to the place
Where that one person is...

名称未設定.txt - ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 07/01/12
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku append
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo

Author's Comments
"A lie. It isn't. Or something. Thank you very much.
The title is just fine."

Unestablished Title.txt

My imaginary eyes half-rotten, now
They generally see things as being dirty.

My imaginary words flowing in, now
My intracerebral is breaking and melting.

Many times, many times I hid my shadow.
Many times, many times I hid and cried.
While being laughed at, I do laugh.
Everyone, everyone's happy. It's not a lie.

Keeping my hands from the stairs, now
I generally see them to be crumbling.

Many times, many times I killed my voice.
Many times, many times I hid and tore it up.
While being laughed at, I do laugh.
Everyone, everyone's happy. A lie. It isn't.

Many times, many times I killed my breath.
Many times, many times I hid and cried.
Many times, many times I killed my voice.
Many times, many times I hid and died.
While being laughed at, I do laugh.
Everyone, everyone's happy. A lie. It isn't.

弾けないギターを片手に。 - ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 09/30/12
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku append
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo
Movie: すち - suti

Author's Comments
"Even if I am not agreeing with it, there are times when I must move forward. Without fail."

A Guitar I Can't Play in One Hand.

Ah. My world.
It's indistinctly breaking.

Ah. I can't recall it.
The song I conveyed that one day.

I do want to deliver it with my voice.
So as to not forget.

A guitar I can't play in one hand,
What will I sing to you?
Binding half-expired hearts,
Get through, get through, get through.

Ah. Your world.
I wonder if I can snuggle close to you.

Ah. Before my voice
Ends, before it stops--

A guitar I can't play in one hand,
What will I sing to the night sky?
Binding half-expired theory,
Echo, echo, echo.

Even if I'm not like myself,
I will continue to sing.

A guitar I can't play in one hand,
What will I sing to you?
Smile at half-flying words.

A guitar I can't play in one hand,
What will I sing to you?
Binding half-expired hearts,
Get through, get through, get through.

ライア - ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 01/28/12
Vocals: IA
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo

Author's Comments
"Japanese is difficult, huh."

LIAR

Repetitive noise.
Right. Left. The same faces.
Nobody changes.
Nobody can change.

Isn't that right?
In the case
That the value that lived only within
You are lovely enough to that extent,
Then if I
Bestow sadness that's enough
To be able to destroy,
Then someday.

Even so,
If I who is alive in order to
Vanish
Am funny enough to that extent,
I'll tear
My floating
Voice and be born,
By your very own tears.
Look.

I want to vanish by all means,
I want to live by all means,
I can't say it by all means,
But my voice that's piling up.

What should I do to vanish?
What should I do to live?
What should I do to speak?
What should I, what should I...

I look up.
I pass through.
I stop.
A black crowd.
I clamor.
I inlay my feet.

I want to vanish by all means,
I want to live by all means,
I can't say it by all means,
But my voice that's piling up.

What should I do to vanish?
What should I do to live?
What should I do to speak?
What should I, what should I...

I loved. I was.
You saw. That one sky
Ceased to be.
I voiced it. I sounded it.
I dreamed.

Thank you.
Thank you.
Thank you.
I voiced it.
I was vanishing.

Even my tears, even my heart, even my pain,
Even my thoughts, even my smile,
Just about everything, just about everything.
Was vanishing, was vanishing.

Though it's a lie, though it's a lie,
You were,
You were
Within me,
Within me,
Within me...

ふたりで。- ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 06/31/11
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku append
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo

Author's Comments
"A love song that is ultra-refreshing to me."

Together.

3 A.M.
Sleepy eyelids. A window that won't vanish.
The clock that went crazy before I knew it
Makes your shadow indefinite.
That's why
I closed the door.

Inside the door,
Words I'd meant to've erased.
Let's meet within a dream.
If the day dawns, I won't hear anymore.

They bloomed, they bloomed,
Flowers of love that're just spilling.
Even if, even if
You don't notice, I won't care.
In the case that the something that let bloom you the bulb is me,
Then surely
No matter what, no matter what here
I will continue waiting.

"I was searching for the reason I was born.
I was searching. I was seeking.
It'd be fine, it'd be fine
If someone like me vanished."

Let's put a stop to that kind of "BULLSHIT".
Let's go leave behind that "sky" we remembered.
Goodbye, take care. See ya later.
Since I'll be changing.

They bloomed, they bloomed,
Flowers of love that're just spilling.
Even if, even if you don't notice,
I won't care.
In the case that the something that let bloom you the bulb
Is me,

(Then surely)

Ah, flowers of love
That bloom to me here.
In the case
That the reason I'm me is you,
Have the tears that pour on the bulbs dye that.
We will
No matter what, no matter what continue
Blooming here.

ひねくれネジと雨 - ねこぼーろ

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Upload Date: 05/06/12
Vocals: IA
Composer: ねこぼーろ - nekobolo
Photographers: すち・樋上りく(ヒノウエリク)・and other - Suchi, Toyoagari (Hinoueriku), and Others

Author's Comments
"Something like behaving with force and regretting it.
Thank you very much."

Uncooperative Screws and Rain

"Hey, a sensation that dissolves into the eardrum,
A body temperature that shines in the direction of a finger;
I still don't understand them."

If time passes, I'll totally forget.
Even once-upon-a-time you will totally fade.
"But I still won't forget."

The spinning, spinning world
Ignores my person,
Without knowing anything, forever
Leaves my heart to congeal with rust.
Now I can't say that I'll protect you.

Breaking, breaking me
Comes to be believable to no one.
"Without anyone knowing, forever will
You dissolve into the rain and become nothing," or something.
Ah, I can't say any jokes like that. Ah.

Ah, a red that breaks through my eardrum.
It won't be dissolving behind my head.
Yes, I still "can't" hear.

The spinning, spinning world
Ignores my person,
And without knowing anything, forever
Leaves my heart to congeal with rust.
I already want to vanish without seeing you. Ah.

―nonsense―

A confrontation dodged with a vague reply.
I make a generally objective face.
I won't stand in regret for the past.

The spinning, spinning world
Ignores my person,
And without knowing anything, forever
Leaves my heart to congeal with rust.
"Now I can't say that I'll protect you."

Breaking, breaking me
Comes to be believable to no one.
"Without anyone knowing, forever will
You dissolve into the rain and become nothing," or something.
Ah, I can't say jokes like that.

Ah.
It spins.
It spins.
It spins. It spins.
It spins. It spins. It spins.

It ends with this. It's tumbling vertigo.
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah.