334人の敵 - こなたP

In Japanese, the number 334 can be pronounced as samishii, which means "lonely".



Upload Date: 01/22/12
Vocals: Gumi extend whisper
Composer: こなたP - KonataP
Movie: ぴちょこ - Pichoko
Guitar Soloist: ともはち - Tomohachi

Author's Comments
"Distrust of humans-- Doctrine of solitude-- Escapism-- Owow.
Pessimistic-- Negative-- Passive-- Owow.
The coming day-- The coming day-- Agony agony agony agony."

The Enemy of 334 People

Yes, it's already the end. Cry as I may, it's useless.
I was loathed. Surely it is THAT.
So then, I will decide to kill the face that I picked
At my own discretion.

Besides,
"Maybe the worst thing about being all alone is being see-through?"
If I spat that out,
Assuming that something like love had bloomed there,
It might just wither.

The one who's breaking is my person; the one who's bad is your person.
If I sorrowfully cry, I'll drown alone.

I'm not calling. I'm not listening. Only by hating,
I'm not crying. There's no love. Only by growing distant,
If you don't look at both the start and the end, I'll only sleep alone.

I'm not interested. I don't believe. Anyhow, if I vanish,
It's too late, was ages ago. So long as I've got a reason to live,
I don't feel. Even my brain itself just rots away. I only talk alone.

"Sigh, I'm so tired." The words I sighed
Float in the air and gently collect.
I might've gotten used to the concept of
Never doing anything.

And so, lamenting that I've got no talent nor love,
Surely envying all the pretense,
I might grow to want to vanish each time
A relationship is crumbling away.

There's nothing to be done about what I lost, and I don't feel like recovering it;
I am still rusting away alone here.

Is there any compensation for my today that I kept alive till death?
To say that I had been tormented may have been a delusion.
Whirling up with misunderstandings, it's just like riches buried within dirt.

Can the nature of me that became ash be regained?
So long as it's diminishing roots, will it forsake me?
Being cornered, I began to feel that it was my own fault.

I had forgotten it all up until now.
Merely becoming alone, I noticed.

It's dark.

I'm not calling. I'm not listening. Only by hating,
I'm not crying. There's no love. Only by growing distant,
If you don't look at both the start and the end, I'll only sleep alone.

I'm not interested. I don't believe. Anyhow, if I vanish,
It's too late, was ages ago. So long as I've got a reason to live,
I don't feel. Even my brain itself just rots away. I only talk alone.

ノータイムリミット - こなたP

Upload Date: 08/01/12
Vocals: Gumi
Composer: こなたP - KonataP
Illustrator & Movie: ちゃつぼ - Chatsubo
Guitarist: はみ - Hami
Guitar Soloist: ともはち - Tomohachi
Engineer: yasu

Author's Comments
"Unable to ever return to the past,
The present becomes the past in the blink of an eye.
We are running equally, now through that sort of world."

No Time Limit

"The latest." That is surely thing which I'm hoping for.
But, it's nice to meet all of my emotions. Goodbye, yesterday.

Today too, since you are surely devoted the whole way
In my depicted imagination, I will admire you unwaveringly.

Respiration, pending, errors and the like.
I anticipate within the busy waves, and set them for tomorrow.
Such times. Compassing affection. I will try to embrace them at all times.

Ah, your voice dissolves before I know it like it vanished.
Oh, when I stretch out my hand, the present that started running is far away.
Yes, it's that if I try to stop breathing for just one second, you'll notice.
Now, we're joining our hands within time that might break.

Life. When's the summit? I follow the road I started to spin.
I want to breath while gazing at more grandiose scenery.

Facial expressions. Standing fast, I only lose precious things.
I just want to be feeling like I'm wrapping up everything flexibly.

When I also notice the bad dreams I had yesterday, I'm forgetting.
I'll have to prepare soon. It seems I might be left behind.
I will wave my hand. The world up until now.

Ah, I'm losing sight of it, and I stop my feet so as to search for a star.
So, I'll make sure of the form of time that runs bewilderingly.
My excuse for lamenting each time the distancing star can't be seen,
I again tucked it away inside my chest; I have to chase after it.

Even in the world that I can never again restore time to, I can see it now, the light I should know.

Ah, they won't stop. They won't stop. Tears are too sad...
Ah, I want to go back. I want to go back. Tears are too vexing...
I have to forget already, I have to run without losing anybody.
Just one mere, unmistakably certain present...

Ah, your voice dissolves before I know it like it vanished.
Ah, I'm losing sight of it, and I stop my feet so as to search for a star.
Yes, a beautiful moment that might break. Within the swaying wind,
I won't be puzzled, I won't run away; look, I will be watching.

卯月の嘘 - こなたP

Upload Date: 07/03/12
Vocals: GUMI power
Composer: ちゃむ (こなたP) - Chamu (KonataP)
Movie: ゆ - Yu
Guitarist: ぎぶそん - Gibson
Engineer: Cheap

Author's Comments
"Humans lie a whole bunch, so God made this kind of a world."

April Lies

"Do you like him?" "I hate him a lot."
What a horrible person. "Thank you very much."

Lies and truth are an upside-down world.
If you defy it, you'll slowly be erased.

Is this destiny? Or is it fortuity?
It's like another person slowly vanished,

I'm so happy. Because you who I hate has vanished.

I'll ask you again many times. But I block my ears, smiling.
If I cry out with an incomplete voice, it'll be the end in the blink of an eye.
The complicated world is terrible, but the hands of the clock aren't lies.
"The best night will come," they said, and turned off the lights at once.

Though I want to start lying that "I'm tired,"
My heart is moving. I accurately shout out life.

It's like I'm considerably crazy about "falsehood".
"How long have you known?" "No, I did not know."

"Is it fortuity?"
"I'm so happy."
"No, I did not know."
"Is it destiny?"
"Thank you very much."
"It's like I'm crazy about it."
"Since you vanished."
"I hate him a lot."
"The best night will come." 

I who can't have my way with even one word...
I wonder if it'd be fine if just one person somewhere vanished.
As if.

I want to know the truth about it, but it's smeared in lies and full of poison.
If I drown in and am dyed in hatred, surely it'll be the last notification.
Unable to hear the voice of "Wait.", the sound quietly vanishes,
But, "The worst night will come," they say, and I remove my hands from my ears.

Now, ascertain your true feelings.
We tightly grasped our hands. "I love you."