透い世界 - ふろく

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Upload Date: 09/27/11
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku append
Composer & Illustrator: ふろく - Furoku

The Filtered World

Even if this town that won't
Change continues with us two,
The world probably takes delight
In the breathing lives of humans.

This disconnected world.
That girl is laughing.
"And yourself isn't good enough?"
That kind of voice is blurring.

Though I can't say it to you,
We can't be touched now.
Only the light that shined on us
Went and vanished too.

I cannot at all hear
That voice of yours.
A whispered, weak sound.
Even if I block it out, I can't stand it.

In this hazy town,
I close my eyes, my world alone.
That girl who rusted together sings
Without even taking a breather.

Though you can't see me,
You are still visible to me.
Yup, you are within my heart.

Since I won't be going with you,
Only I open my eyes and see.
After this, the light that shine on us
Went and vanished too.

未完成に巣食うフォビア - ロリP

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Upload Date: 12/20/12
Vocals: Gumi
Composer: ロリP - LoliP
Illustrator & Movie Advisor: 多英子 - Taeko

The Phobia of Building an Incomplete Nest

"So, let us begin it, now."
The small world.
Once I release the hand I was grasping tightly--

So that I would gouge it out again
From the bottom of my rotted-through heart,
I repaired the correct, they say,
Listen, of the words I drew towards my hands.
So cowardly, am I.

Hey, is just about everyone
Living changing
Their shapes?
-----Yup.
Just about everything
Is covered in lies.
I just wanna break.

Say that only ambiguous rules were left behind, now,
And I can only but pull my old shell back over my head.

I'm dissatisfied.
It's scary to be able to believe it all
With only the light that stings my eyes.
Who is able to know of the truth?
I reflected on it and swallowed it down.

Though the one who I turn the gunpoint towards is me myself,
This voice says what did I do,
And it doesn't get through.

Existence.
Emotions.
Tragically so, despair.
Repetitive
And meaningless aspirations.
Since, like a child who started crying,
I spit them out,
And burn everything.

If everything is decided from the very start,
Then there shouldn't be any gaps anywhere, should there?

My tears that spilled over and fell just withered away too.
I can't even hear a song of hope.
Oh, I who couldn't grasp a helping hand
Can't even go back to making a draft.

"It's not like you're the only one suffering,"
Everyone says,
But I don't understand
Say I told a lie,
And I bet they wouldn't notice.
Say my heart was breaking,
And I still wouldn't understand.

Even my placebo hopes are negated, now,
And I can only but seclude myself to my old shell.

I'm dissatisfied.
If I erase the light that stung my eyes
And my pulse gets slow,
I have a feeling that I'd hear
Your voice just a little.
Though just about everything is here in various colors,
If I can't touch it, then it's got no meaning anyhow.

It repeats again.

オレンジ - トーマ

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Upload Date: 12/20/12
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku append
Composer: トーマ - tohma
Illustrator: toi
Mixing & Mastering: がっちゃん - Gacchan

Author's Comments
"Let's make it so it all never was."

Orange

That I smiled in a world where you existed,
That I had a grudge against the future you saw,
Your voice, warmth, attitude, every love...


A sea town, along a red-rusted roadbed.
Together, we lied that "we're happy";
Dishevelledly smiling faces, joined hands.
Islands in the distance, the morning glow.

That I was also weak, I who cried,
Lured in by you who I couldn't stop loving;
There's no substitute, you were special,
Even the days we forgave each other.

The fact that there won't be a tomorrow for us,
Let's just, forever, yes, forever
Keep that hidden too.
The one thing that'd get through to you who was left behind,
Even now, I'm searching for it.

"Are you doing well?"
"Your smile has not wilted, has it?"
"Can you deeply, deeply love someone else?"
That I wished for a day with you who wasn't supposed to come,
Lock the fact away.


New Moon Island, the darkened edge of it.
In the back of a church decorated with ivy,
Let's make a childish promise again,
And tell the stories we run away from.

Only the very end we hoped for warms us
More than being desired by no one,
So as it used to be for me who only
Had scary dreams.

By only forgiving them, by only sticking it out,
It was just that, surely, yes, surely
Nobody was able to change.
It was brought up enough that I am unable to live with
My unnoticed weakness.

Do you remember?
When we first met,
Your lies, spoiling me, the weakness? In this morning glow
That could wash them away, you are again greatly
Changing like you did that one day.


We sang our love. We kicked the earth.
Now, even the end when we killed "it's the worst"
Is incomplete and got indefinite,
And look, we aren't kicking it hard, at all.
If the years and months cycle and follow our voices
And if we are reborn again,
I will go to see you at the very beginning.

I loved you.
Until the end, until this day.
Even so, was I the one who put it to an end?
I am just wishing for your happy future.


That I smiled in a world where you existed,
That I had a grudge against the future you saw,
Your voice, warmth, attitude, and to every love,

Goodbye.

うそだよね - 想太

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Upload Date: 09/03/12
MV Upload Date: 12/26/12
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku
Composer: 想太 - Sōta
Illustrator & Movie: Kuzu Nega (ngkz_)

Of Course It's a Lie

For saying something like that it's the boring everyday, I'm sorry.
[AAAA has obtained game software!_ ] [Fight Item Run Away Filch]
For "borrowing" some important game software, I'm sorry.
And for that manga later too, but it was boring. I'm sorry.
The music you recommended was also dicey. I'm sorry.

You, now, do not want to meet with me anymore.
You, now, are not in the mood to meet with me anymore.

I fall down into a very deep, deep darkness,
But now you're pretending to not look and see it.
"Borrowing" is boring, dicey. Which must not be said?
I'm not anything like the mirror-image of you.

You, now, do not want to meet with me anymore.
You, now, are not in the mood to meet with me anymore.

I fall down into a very deep, deep darkness,
But now you won't be looking towards it.
Who decided when that we couldn't see each other anymore?
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna see you,
But such is a lie.

Reboot - ジミーサムP

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Upload Date: 12/13/12
Vocals: 初音ミク・巡音ルカ・寒音ジミ - Hatsune Miku, Megurine Luka, & Samune Zimi
Composer: ジミーサムP - JimmyThumbP
Movie: JET

Reboot

A room that's still a little dark. The magician stepped down,
And only declared, "Goodbye."
The time when the seasonless days began to add up,
I still remember it.

"Decorate with the colors you like, maybe."
Letting them entwine one by one, they came undone.
Before we noticed that we were being burned,
We feared completion and were keeping it away.

Now we're having an electric dream from a monochrome stage.
The footsteps that prayed for a rebirth.
And so, the faded fourth dimension changing those colors,
It raised its first cry.

The usual scenery closed off my escape route,
And repelled that sun at daybreak.
The seasonless days are continuing without end.
I am having that kind of a feeling.

Astronomical Studies
Astronomy Seminar

The revealed reality is a disappointment.
The heat haze associated with our sorrow.
Fearing completion, a closed-off story.
Its opened continuation---

Now we're having an electric dream from a monochrome stage.
The footsteps that prayed for a rebirth.
And so, the faded fourth dimension changing those colors,
It raised its first cry.

愛憎ジレンマ。 - Tom

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Upload Date: 11/09/12
Vocals: Gumi
Composer: Tom
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Author's Comments
"A dependence on escapism."

Love-Hate Dilemma.

I'm pitiful. I'm miserable. I hate myself too much;
But I can't hate me. "Love-Hate Dilemma."


I'm powerless. I'm lonesome. With my ideals, each time
I know of the contrary reality, I shed tears.
"YOU ARE IMPORTANT." If you give me those kinds of words,
I can actually feel worth of existing.

Will I fall out as I am?
Unable to take a single step forward, a dependence on escapism.

I cry out for you to love and hug me, and I tear at my scars.
Since it's fine if it's a lie, make me forget it now.
Things like the ideals I imagine are at best fabrications.
I filled myself in with black with withered art tools.

On a train that's rocking back and forth without anyone on it,
The hand straps are looking down on me reproachfully.
"Come on over here." Like my neck would be hung.
Oh, don't stare at me that gladly now.

Will I vanish as I am?
If I take a single step forward, I wonder, will I be a little at ease?

I don't have the courage to dive down, and I cling to my faded life.
Unable to look forward nor back, I crouch and cower.
Someone pushes my back, and I want a reason to take a step.
Since it's fine to either die or live, I want to advance.

12:00 in the morning passing, it's the east entrance to the Shinjuku station.
"Will I see you from now on?" My dried-up voice.
Since anybody would work, I wanted them to be beside me;
My cell phone continued to make noise.

I cry out for you to love and hug me, and I tear at my scars.

Since it's fine if it's a lie, make me forget it now.
Things like the ideals I imagine are at best fabrications.
I can't fill myself in with black with withered art tools.

6:00 in the morning passing, it's the 7th platform at the Shinjuku station.
"I'll go from now on," my voice trembles.
Since anybody would work, thrust me away.
"Oh, it's no use again..." I sob.

結晶 - Chiquewa

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Upload Date: 02/08/11
Vocals: 初音ミク - Hatsune Miku append solid
Composer: Chiquewa
Illustrator: ゆうきち - Yuukichi

Crystallization

In the high-up clear sky is the light of a flurry of snow. The landscape will eventually be dyed white.
In two shadows stretched long, there are no more gaps where they can't be upfront.

Even at times when I tremble in the cold wind,
It is not cold out if I am next to you.

Let's make a promise. Even if the time ever
Arrives that the two of us get separated,
Don't be sad, 'kay. Let's be smiling,
Since any wish will come true someday,
If we believe.

Although I can speak but of this kind of thing,
It truly was nice to encounter you.

I take a detour, anxiously frightened;
The tears I shed are within my memories.

You smile as if you are an angel
Who got lost in a snowy world.
Even if months and days flow by and we grow old,
Let's be together. Believe that these times
Will continue for eternity.

Although I can't word it very well,
It was truly, truly nice with you.

CARLA - seleP

Requested by Raine (@Rain_chan) of Twitter.



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Upload Date: 04/01/12
Vocals: IA
Composer: seleP
Illustrator: 優木きら - Yūki Kira

Author's Comments
"The irrational world is destroying my love towards you...."

CARLA

The fragments of my memory taken prisoner
By the ends of a moment that blooms and scatters off-season,
I am always continuing to offer up
My wishes for your sake.

That time when we again met by chance was
Already the sadness that we didn't know each other;
I was shouting out with my heart
For you to never keep me apart.


The irrational morals that split apart us two
Are destroying our thoughts for each other.

Even if I continued to wish for us to just be together,
I understood that we'd be destroyed.

After a bit, it seemed we could sneak away.
But the uneasy feeling that you're
Nowhere to be found is continuing to overflow.
I just want to be together with you...


The fragments of my memory taken prisoner
By the ends of a moment that blooms and scatters off-season,
I am always continuing to offer up
My wishes for your sake.

That time when we again met by chance was
Already the sadness that we didn't know each other;
I was shouting out with my heart
For you to never keep me apart.

Dull pain wraps up my body.
My consciousness begins to fade a little.
I continued being frightened. I continued trembling.
I was continuing to cry.

My pure body that continues to break
Wants to shout out, but it won't get through,
But my distorted heart summons up a shriek.
I chew off my lips...


Flowing bloodshed. It's dying me bright red, beautifully.
Not  understanding pain, I continued staring vacantly at the distance.
I continue to laugh like I'm enjoying it, and torment myself.
How come? Why is that?
I trembled and nothing would turn into words.

Being taken prisoner by chains and unable to run away,
Time is quietly flowing along.

I was frightened by the night. I was frightened by shadows.
I'm continuing to be tormented by my nightmares.

Even if I tried inquire to you in my heart,
"Can I be happy someday?",
Although an answer couldn't be found,
I just continued to believe in you.


The days that just repeated my despair
Were just regrettable; you definitely
Won't embrace this kind of me
That can't be helped.

I am reborn... Gentle days.
With you forever. A small wish.
I had believed in that kind of illusion.
It's quietly jarring.

Piercing a blade into my body,
My dirtied thoughts flow.
Just a little longer. After all, I'm
Going to be beside you here on out.

What's nearby is going far away darkly.
Fading, my consciousness is sinking deep.
I want to hug you for eternity
At the ends of a distant world...



Flowing bloodshed. It's dying me bright red, beautifully.
Not  understanding pain, I continued staring vacantly at the distance.
I continue to laugh like I'm enjoying it, and torment myself.
How come? Why is that?
I trembled and nothing would turn into words.